I don’t want to give up on us….. But so many people do….. And I don’t know what your brain thinks. You haven’t fought for me. I think. Atleast I havent seen you fight for me….. Imy. Ily also…… And….. Sigh. Forget it.
1. had sex?2. bought condoms?3. gotten pregnant?4. failed a class?5. kissed a boy?6. kissed a girl?7. used a little paper bag for lunch?8. had a job?9. slipped on ice?10. missed the school bus?11. left the house without my wallet?12. bullied someone on the internet?13. sexted?14. had sex in public?15. played on a sports team?16. smoked weed?17. smoked cigarettes?18. smoked a cigar?19. drank alcohol? .20. watched “The Breakfast Club”?21. been overweight?22. been underweight?23. had an eating disorder?24. been to a wedding?25. made fun of someone for being fat?26. been on the computer for 5 hours straight?27. watched tv for 5 hours straight?28. been late for work?29. been late for school?30. kissed in the rain?31. showered with someone else?32. failed my drivers test?33. ran a mile in less than 10 minutes?34. been outside my home country?35. been on a road trip longer than 5 hours?36. had lice?37. gotten my heart broken?38. had a credit card?39. been to a professional sports game?40. broken a bone?41. been unhappy about my weight?42. won a trophy?43. cut myself?44. had an STD?45. got engaged?46. been on a diet?47. tried out to be on a tv show?48. rode in a taxi?49. been to prom?50. played a drinking game?51. stayed up for 24 hours or more?52. been to a concert?53. had a three-some?54. had a crush on someone of the same sex?55. been in a car accident?56. had braces?57. learned another language?58. killed an animal?59. been at a yard sale?60. been to a japanese steakhouse?61. wore make up?62. talked to someone via webcam?63. lost my virginity before I was 16?64. had my wisdom teeth taken out?65. kissed someone a different race than myself?66. snuck out of the house?67. bought porn?68. had a virus on my computer?69. had oral sex?70. dyed my hair?71. gone skinny dipping?72. graduated from college?73. wore someone else’s clothes?74. voted in a presidential election?75. rode in an ambulance?76. rode in a helicopter?77. caught the stove on fire?78. got in a verbal fight?79. met someone famous?80. been on vacation?82. been on a boat?81. been on an airplane?83. broken something expensive?84. had surgery?85. kissed someone before I was 14?86. beat a video game?87. found something valuable on the ground?88. made a survey?89. stalked someone on a social network?90. prank called someone?92. spent over $100 shopping in one day?91. been to a library outside of school?93. cut my hair and hated it?94. peed outside?95. went fishing?96. helped with charity?97. taken a pregnancy test?98. been rejected by a crush?99. been suspended from school?100.broken a mirror?
January 27 2012.
My heart died a little this weekend. I can sense you, ya know? He’s got a girl interested in him because of his name. I’m….. Sort of happy for him. Because he’s so dumb. I don’t think he’d ever be able to get a life partner unless she has a really big and patient heart.